Today was the first time things began to feel normal again
He took me to coffee :3
I’m starting to feel like me again…
You know what I hate?
When you’re having an okay kinda day, not too bad, and all of a sudden your brain is like:
"HEY BUDDY! Remember that thing that you’ve be trying to forget? You know that thing that happened that you wish hadn’t happened and have been pretending didn’t happen? Guess what? IT HAPPENED.
Come on let’s picture it shall we? Let’s get a really vivid, detailed image of it going on in your head. Let’s remember how you felt, all those messy emotions, let’s just make you feel all of them at once. And you can just keep all of that in your head for the rest of the day and do nothing about it because, even though you can’t say anything or talk to anyone about it
IT FUCKING HAPPENED.
Just making sure you hadn’t forgot ;)